I've been in love just before, only to get my hopes dashed. But this sort of is love, that It doesn't matter how harm, the reward enormously outweighs the risk of the pain that would be brought on. This node could be of support, or it won't @ all. YMMV https://johnathanfkrty.total-blog.com/5-easy-facts-about-love-it-or-list-it-described-60788741